You ever have one of those days where life just smacks you and you think… “What the fuck am I doing? I’m playing way too small…”
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Well… tonight was one of those nights for me, and it came with some harsh realizations.
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I’m not playing to even a fraction of my true potential… in fact, it’s not even relatively close.
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I’m not making nearly the impact that God has called up me to make.
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I’m not fueling my body with the food or nourishment it deserves..
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I’m not pushing my body to it’s true limits… tapping out on my mental limits that are holding me back… and not to mention depriving it of much needed rest and recovery.
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I’m living in a state of scarcity and reactiveness and not abundance and creation, where I truly thrive.
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When messages like this are passed down to you, and the realizations get downloaded into your mind… it’s important you don’t deflect them.
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You also need to understand you don’t need to look for an answer… you need to patiently sit with yourself till the answer gets passed on to you.
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It may take hours… days… weeks… or even months to come. But be patient.
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The best thing you can do is revert back to the basics to where you were thriving again.
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Do what fills your soul.
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Go get a heavy lift in till you puke.
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Say “fuck my cravings” and fill your body with the nutrition it deserves.
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Shut off your phone and social media and go to bed early.
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Sit in the sauna, sweat out toxins… and sit in the silence and meditate.
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Sometimes these messages are hard to swallow… but these are the things that will help re-center you when your worlds shifting.
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Also… remember you’re not alone.
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I promise you that.
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Day 578 #povchallenge
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Well… tonight was one of those nights for me, and it came with some harsh realizations.
.
I’m not playing to even a fraction of my true potential… in fact, it’s not even relatively close.
.
I’m not making nearly the impact that God has called up me to make.
.
I’m not fueling my body with the food or nourishment it deserves..
.
I’m not pushing my body to it’s true limits… tapping out on my mental limits that are holding me back… and not to mention depriving it of much needed rest and recovery.
.
I’m living in a state of scarcity and reactiveness and not abundance and creation, where I truly thrive.
.
When messages like this are passed down to you, and the realizations get downloaded into your mind… it’s important you don’t deflect them.
.
You also need to understand you don’t need to look for an answer… you need to patiently sit with yourself till the answer gets passed on to you.
.
It may take hours… days… weeks… or even months to come. But be patient.
.
The best thing you can do is revert back to the basics to where you were thriving again.
.
Do what fills your soul.
.
Go get a heavy lift in till you puke.
.
Say “fuck my cravings” and fill your body with the nutrition it deserves.
.
Shut off your phone and social media and go to bed early.
.
Sit in the sauna, sweat out toxins… and sit in the silence and meditate.
.
Sometimes these messages are hard to swallow… but these are the things that will help re-center you when your worlds shifting.
.
Also… remember you’re not alone.
.
I promise you that.
.
Day 578 #povchallenge