I’ve been in a toxic relationship with myself.
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I let things come into my life that put blinders on me.
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I let outside forces influence me to wander off the path I know I need to be on.
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I let distractions take away my focus which quickly became a very quick and negative domino effect into things I would have never allowed before.
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I let my mind give up and surrender instead of pushing through challenges as I normally did.
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All these things happen because I gently let up.
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I let leaks in… and at first it didn’t seem like too big of an issue because I knew how capable my ship was.
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But those leaks turned into floods…
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I had to bring my ship back into harbor and do some major repairs, evaluate my crew, and bring on new tools to get bring it back to full capacity.
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These were hard lessons to learn.
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They were hard realities to face.
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But once again… I came to the realization I was the cause of my own bull shit, my own downfall, and my own problems.
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Now I’ve fixed the ship, I’m feeling better than ever.
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I’m feeling alive again.
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And now… it’s time to see how good life actually can get.
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Day 467 #povchallenge
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I let things come into my life that put blinders on me.
.
I let outside forces influence me to wander off the path I know I need to be on.
.
I let distractions take away my focus which quickly became a very quick and negative domino effect into things I would have never allowed before.
.
I let my mind give up and surrender instead of pushing through challenges as I normally did.
.
All these things happen because I gently let up.
.
I let leaks in… and at first it didn’t seem like too big of an issue because I knew how capable my ship was.
.
But those leaks turned into floods…
.
I had to bring my ship back into harbor and do some major repairs, evaluate my crew, and bring on new tools to get bring it back to full capacity.
.
These were hard lessons to learn.
.
They were hard realities to face.
.
But once again… I came to the realization I was the cause of my own bull shit, my own downfall, and my own problems.
.
Now I’ve fixed the ship, I’m feeling better than ever.
.
I’m feeling alive again.
.
And now… it’s time to see how good life actually can get.
.
Day 467 #povchallenge